Monday, 7 May 2007
Severed Heartstrings
It's all over between us. I'm making this feeling stop till the start of the holidays till you get a reply from her. I'm not wasting my time loving you anymore, I'm giving it up. I will forget you, then pick myself up and find someone better. I never knew you were like that, I never expected it. This has come as a surprise and I think I shall slow my thoughts down, collect them and think hard. Think hard if I should continue loving you and whether is it possible for us to be together anymore. It's just one phrase, three words and eight letters but a whole story. I love you.Sigh, fucking sad but it's okay, I'll pick myself up. Anyway, yesterday was extensive ballet training for 3 hours and I was tired. Despite that, I talked on the phone till 12midnight and waited for a call till 3. Nothing came. That person doesn't know how much I treasure him, and he treats me as a toy to cease his boredom. I was willing to wait in a comfortable place to sleep(bed, lights off, aircon on!) till the wee hours of the morning. But the call never came. Went swimming till 10.30today. Bused to Jurong Point, saw Xingya and Ivyna. Bought OBS sandals, ate lunch. Msged Joy about him, she was so nice about things, I love my girlfrienddd:D Tomorrow going out with Joy, Nicola, Eunice, Nickybutt and maybe Bolin. To shop for OBS stuff. Haha I'm tired. And sick of waiting.
Waiting. Waiting. I'm waiting for a reply to my sms, a call to come and a love to happen. Byebye.
Sorry, no tagreplies today, I'm feeling fucked.(edit)
Feeling better already (: Anyway, they say that Voldermort's coming in a suit! :D Geez, this is exciting. I don't know, I heard it on
cinematic_icons, so yeah. And I have been on the computerrrr! (: 我可以is playing on the radio now! Omg omg! My favouriteeeeeee song, by some Chinese singer called Cai Ming You! It's loveee!
joylynn i rock, joylynn! no more part 8 lah, will die one lahhh! ^^ i love you!
debrah oooohh ): you pay for the tamagotchi? :D yeah! (: thursday, can't wait!
roo check it out, no problem! (: banana oneeee!
Taggies pls! ^^ Some responses lah. Aiyo, don't die on meeee ):
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a little romance isn't gonna kill you.